Drown Me In My Tears
Will you?
I feel tired.
I’m exhausted.
The tears.
They keep me company.
I find them coming several times a day.
Sometimes, I don’t know what starts them.
Other times, there’s a reason.
They just won’t stop coming.
My heart is bleeding.
My soul is wailing.
Would you hug me pls?
I’m really tired.
I’m trying so hard to hang in there.
I want to survive, but I don’t have the energy.
There is this heaviness sitting inside me.
It’s lasted days.
Days of waking up and wishing I could just switch off my mind for a while.
Days of feeling so numb.
I’m just over it.
I’m over everything.
Take me away.
Pull me into a sea of my own tears.
Let it take me away.
Let it wash over me until there is nothing to think about.
Let it shut my mind up.
Let it make me unconscious, just to not feel the way I do.
There’s so much sadness within me.
And I hate the way it makes me feel.
I hate the weight of it.
I hate how easily the tears come.
I hate how sadness can fill up my entire room.
I hate being here.
And yet, somehow, I’m still here.
How am I still here?
Still breathing.
Still feeling.
And still trying.
Even when trying feels like the hardest thing in the world.
What can I do?
What should I do?
I’m tired.
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